I’ve seen the last one today, and gotten the okay for my treatment plan. Now, it’s just a matter of time, and healing.
Healing in more than just sleeping and eating right. Healing in accepting that I can’t do everything. That I’m not 22 years old and invincible. That I can live with no regrets and move forward.
I’ve started writing again. In the last three days, I’ve written at least 300 words a day on the Pendragon Casefiles #1. I don’t like where Midsummerland is starting yet – I have the story, but it feels wrong where I started, so I’m letting that lie right now. Pendragon is where my muse is.
And no, I really don’t care that ghost stories are hard to sell. That’s part of the new “no regrets” philosophy. I like ghost stories, and that’s what I’m going to write.
More later. Now, it’s time for bed.
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