TMI warning. No, no cut. It's not that long or really that gross, but some folks don't like bathroom talk. If you don't want to know, don't read further.

Yes, I know, Crohn's isn't something deadly like cancer, especially since I've a fairly mild case (I've been told I can't have a chronic illness, I don't look sick). But days like today, when I can't go to work because I can't go 20 minutes without hitting the bathroom, remind me what a horrible disease this is.

I still have all my intestines. I don't have an ostomy (a bag). On most days, I can eat pretty much anything I want, including nuts, popcorn and bread.

But I pay for it - I have to take meds every day, more pills than most. (14 prescription meds, more supplements) I have to go into Worcester once every 8 weeks for a 4-hour IV infusion. And I have days like today, when stress overwhelms me and I end up in the bathroom all the time. It sucks, because while I'm talking fine, I can't keep jumping off my phone to run to the ladies' room, so I can't work. And because I'm going so much, it chafes the skin around my ass, so I need to take a bath to soothe it.

Crohn's sucks. Trust me on this one. And no, no cure.
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I'm not sure why it's been so hard this week to write, but I'm starting to get irritated with it. Must listen to Phantom tomorrow to make up some words.

Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
41,160 / 80,000
(51.4%)


Yes, I've dropped the goal down to 80k. Mostly because the novels I've seen in this genre are about 80k. So why force a doorstop?

More tomorrow. I need another treatment, and I've got about 2 weeks to the next one. Maybe more - HPHC has to approve it, and since I'm with a new HMO (we had Tufts at Argus' old job), we might have to go and get all the referrals again. *sigh*
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